Hi there, and welcome to this newly-minted blog. Here I aim to record thoughts and observations relating to life as a childless, married, bipolar woman of 32. I'm really writing to clarify issues for my own personal growth, so there may be plenty of rambling at times. My head can get to be a pretty weird place, but in the past I've found that writing helps to gradually organize my thoughts and throw light on connections I may not normally make. Also, I kinda miss keeping a journal.
Childlessness and mental illness: why combine these two facets of my personality in these reflections? I think that bipolar disorder has informed my (90% solid) decision to remain childless by choice. Of course it's not the only factor; it's not even one of the main factors in this choice. But my bipolar diagnosis (given in my early 20s) has definitely influenced and colored how I approach the tasks of understanding both the world and the self, so I'd be remiss to not to talk about it at all.
Also, there is still, still a social stigma attached to being childless. And another stigma attached to mental illness. I wrestle with these attitudes from time to time. I find comfort in reading others' experiences. I find comfort in educating myself. And also from talking to like-minded folk. It really does help to know that you're not alone. Being an advocate isn't really my style; I don't like speaking to a wider public about these things. But writing- writing an anonymous blog doesn't seem as threatening, I guess. Anyway, you are welcome to comment if you feel so moved. Share your experiences, as well.
More to come.
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